Why?

Upvoted because indeed you are the only one

How? I have had therapy and the sole thing that made me a bit ashamed was that I needed to from the therapist to the youth Psychiatry ward. At 21 years old. But they treated me, helped me and it gave me a lot of guiderails, tips etc.

Never wanted to get all comfy with a lad because of it. But for those in need, I have semi-decent hugs.

Grant Imahara. I don’t have to explain myself with this one. He made me childhood and his absolute inventiveness, curiousity and enthousiasm just was so terrific.

I am trying to quit all screens aside from workrelated things.

Picked up going outside and doing woodworking on my driveway. I have had such nice conversations with the people in the neighbourhood. Let’s connect is a great thing.

Eternal loneliness is a choice. Most people nowadays tend to dwell away behind their phonescreens / PC / TV. Get out and meet some people. There are meetups for things you find interesting. There are walking groups, travellers etc.

If you are alone, you are in the wrong context. A change of place, scenery, people or maybe your own personality is needed.

I use old Chisels made with Swedish steel. Nooitgedagt and whatever I can get my hands on.

Yes.

I think you need a big hug, a nice cup of tea and some time to sleep. Tomorrow is indeed going to be different than today. Talking about feelings sucks but it helps. Take care